Inner Feelings....

.....as in I'm starving! I'm so hungry, you know that feeling like you almost feel sick, your stomach hurts so much?  Well, then you know how I feel right now. And it doesn't help the least bit that my mom is cooking dinner, bacon, eggs, pancakes. I. Have. To. Stop. Talking. About. Food. Okay, let's start over. I am totally freaking out right now about my French exam tomorrow, I don't really feel ready, but I don't know if there's much else I can do about it. I've prepared as much as I could in a day....yes I did leave it 'till the end..... but I wish I'd started studying last week. My mom said today, "This is going to be your last grade 8 French exam EVER!" and I'm not really sure how I feel about it. I'm a little sad, but mostly grateful. Grateful that I am one step closer to being finished school. (Just so you know, I am taking exams in all my other subjects, it's just that French is this week, and the rest are in a few weeks.) But I am a little sad that I'll never have this to do over again. Something about that makes me sad....like when I have a birthday, I'm always the "glass is half empty" kind of person. Argh! I hear sizzling bacon again! Anyway, I hope I do decently in the exam, and prayers would be appreciated! :) I also have dance tonight, and I think that the rain has an effect on me. I don't feel like going to dance.....although it is American Idol night which I'm going to miss.....I really glad that we have a PVR even if I'm usually a day or two behind the real show. I guess it doesn't really matter for Wednesdays, but the elimination shows on Thursdays....well I hate finding out before I watch the show! Gr. Right now, I always try not to wish away my life, but I do wish it was summer right now. Or at least early June before our school play! By the way, I'm the Tooth Fairy in our play called "Big Bad Musical". It's about all the fairy tale characters that have ever been offended by the wolf and it should be funny!

I feel like this post isn't finished, but then again I never really do....

Your fellow blogger,
Emma

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